This season in life has
been a strange one; I seem to find more joy in the little things in life then
looking toward my future or goals. Lately when I look towards the future
it overwhelms me, like the walls are closing in and all the air is
being sucked out of my lungs. The thought of how many years I have left in
school (its a lot) can make me feel so defeated or the fact that I may be
independent in most areas of my life but I still have days when I need my mom
to tuck my hair behind my ear, give me a kiss on the forehead and
tell me it will all be ok. In these moments I find myself looking to the little
ways I find joy in life. Like walking into a bookstore knowing you are
surrounded by thousands of stories just waiting for you to join them.
(Yes im a bookworm.) Or cooking from scratch, I have truly found a love in
cooking. What I wouldn't love more than to fill my home with loved
ones and cook up a storm for them. I find joy in getting out of the
house and going for a walk or a long drive no destination, no music,
no talking just me and the world. I believe most people go through these fazes
in life and this is just one im passing through, that’s what I tell myself, im
not suck here, we'll be through soon, were just passing through. And when
that doesn't work I turn on the music really loud and have
my own private dance party, I just dance it all out. What are your little happiness?
xoxo
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